damn titles

watched criminal minds tonight, elephant's memory... one of the lines is sad but true, you dont remember a thing they teach you in school but the torments at the hands of other kids/classmates you have an elephants memory for... i'm paraphrasing there... but its not only that you remember events you'd rather forget.. is that life's way of allowing you to learn from your mistakes, teach you lessons? frankly i have few memories that are happy, joyful etc.. i have some okay memories not anything special but they arent bad ones.. another thing about memory, at least mine, is that the older i get the less emotionally attached i am to my memories, like they dont fire up anything in me anymore good or bad... i can talk about the shitty ones and not be super stressed about remembering it or talking about it... dont get me wrong i can feel my heart beat just a twinge faster but thats it anymore.. i got nothing... furthermore the things that used to be cathartic and cleansing for me dont give me that emotional punch anymore either... is that just getting older or crazy me?

hey also i tweaked my ankle on the bus today, damn people and the break, what is with half the drivers anyway... and where is my brace, anyone know?