not really for me

family reunions... specifically the july one... not really my family... why do people think i should go to this get together where i've never been a part of this so called family... nor do i really wish to be.. yeah they're there, i know them but are they really family? not to me not really.. i dont know them and dont feel like any of them have ever put forth any effort to know me.. so i shouldnt be obligated nor bothered by the insinuation that i should go... right? just leave it the fuck alone already i'm not going, i'm not going ever not unless i'm dragged or if its local i may go for like just to go but i'm not going out of my way to go to a reuinion for a family that really isnt mine.. okay sheesh