Sunday, January 31, 2016

Sunday morning thoughts

So, last night, I started re-reading this blog... and I'm kind of surprised, but not really surprised there's another word, ummm, i'll think of it... anyway in my early entries i'm very angry, like very pissed off angry at everything... and my moods they were all over the damn place... now I get angry, sure, I still have a temper but its not so pervasive... so is that growth, correct medication, group? I don't know, but its something I didn't expect... like generally I don't think i'm that much of a different person than I was... maybe now except for this small thing... I mean I'm still an isolated person who really doesn't trust anyone, but I'm trying right now... I really am... and its new for me...

I read 2 articles this weekend about Arrow, both of which I thought were good... also kind of illustrate the reasons I like the show...

Now the former really kind of highlights some things I've thought about Felicity but hadn't been able to crystallize into a cohesive thought... however the article does a fantastic job of it... and none of it was surprising to me, like think about it... she's a genius, she joined the gang and had no objections other than moral ones, meaning no social objections... and we've not heard or seen any friends outside of the OTA associates... so that means she's a loner, she's got no pressing social life or friends that would be a reason not to join... so not surprising, also the old/new felicity has enough bearing to what I can relate to that I do enjoy that dynamic, hallucinatory as it may have been... 

Also I'm thinking I'm going to the movies today, Room is playing at Cinemark, which is so much better than the waterfront...