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So, its Sunday night and I have literally not seen another human being all day. I have no idea where the neighbors were, potentially they were all sleeping off last nights win by the Steelers, though I'm just speculating.

Its weird, I did a little additional cleaning today. And I almost want to, if not to just keep myself busy. My alternative to that is to continue to play tetris to fill the time. I tried to start GoT but it didnt grab me, so I instead started the 3rd book in the Women of the Otherworld series. But still something is kind of missing. And its strange. Like I've honestly never had friends that I've been able to just on a whim hang out with and be totally me with... I'd kind of like that. But I'm doubtful of its reality. I'm guarded, always. Also who am I, like if I even learn those skills who am I?