Okay thoughts

Okay, I'm feeling a bit strange. Like lonely, but like not lonely more like wanting interaction. I dunno, I used to be so good at just dealing but ever since I started to try a little its harder. Like now my coworker asks to go grab lunch with me, yeah we're both slightly workaholic and so we bring lunch back to our desks and work but its something right? Breakfast too but I've been grabbing that on the way in since I've been having early morning meetings too.

Here's the thing, its kind of highlighting the fact that I really have no friends. Sure Kim and Lamar but its not like a friend friend, local friend. Actually I have no friends like I've been thinking, like someone to shoot the shit with but without having to worry about how honest I can be. Make sense? I'm hoping its just a combination of group having been on hiatus for a few weeks and also the I seem to be returning to normal mood levels. Could also be that its that time of the month, well ending that time of the month but still...

Also this is my little spot to vent or whatnot, so having felt slightly guilty about the banality of the past few posts I've decided was unwarranted. Thus I'm going to ignore it.