Not really an eventful Tuesday

Yeah so technically its wednesday already, but i have not gone to bed yet so it still counts

Yeah not much of an eventful day at all, in the least, nothing... I'm still in that weird mood where like I want something, but I'm not totally sure what it is.... and I'm questioning how I can be alone this much normally and it not bother me like its been i dont know bother may be a too harsh a word... it i have no idea there's a better word out there somewhere... need a friend, some friends... people to talk with, shoot the shit, just similar interests, i've said this before, i think... like this month... or at least in the last 2 months... ok i did the day so i'm off now... 4 more days to do every day and my self-challenge will be concluded, the entries will happen when they happen after that...

EDIT -- you know what it is... its like i've started little bits of things, like getting lunch with a coworker that gives me like a tiny social outlet, like a foot in the door kind of thing.. and its like when i dont interact with anyone its like nothing because well i'm not interacting and there's no expectation of interaction and its just well its easier to be in the isolation zone than in this weird spot i've put myself... granted not a bad thing just kinda strange...