Its been a while....

Life, well life is sucky... garage door opener broke, couldnt fix it, needs to be replaced waiting on home depot to set up the appointment; the pipe in the garage is leaking again... the driveway isnt fixed; need to switch insurance companies to deal with that, project at work is terrible, interesting but terrible

I tried getting myself something to look forward to, but I kind of dont care at the moment... you know i'm alone, i know i'm alone and i cant change that; my issues are mine, as much as i'd like help is not anyone elses problems... i cant allow them to get involved because if they do and even if i'm grateful for it it wont last, it cant last... and thats just how it is...

Life is cruel in that i'm around, taking up space and its a waste; total waste....