Haven't written in a while... and I've been thinking all week about a speech from last weeks Arrow... its the most realistic speech I've heard Oliver give about himself since the show started... its something that is very true and real and what I have experience with, and have written about here... I also brought it up at group, but at the end so I didn't actually get to talk there were more important people dealing with things....
This is my very real default position, I suppose admitting to it (sort of) in group is growth, but I'm still very much a practitioner. I did admit though to one of the other reasons its not about loss, though it factors in, its still about protecting people, because my honest position is I don't want anyone to suffer should I ever decide to check out again.... that option never really goes away fully....
