Awake but tired

I'm awake and tired, her you hadn't figured that out from the title. Anyway I was thinking that people aren't forthcoming about their situation because if the mood hits hard and you're riding through it isn't it better to finish and get through than hash it out or make changes for it to maybe potentially be different later? I was watching something earlier and it said that, maybe I read it... Regardless of said that there's always someone who wants to help because they care. As much as I'd like to believe that I just don't believe it's true. Humans are horrible, judgy, bitchy, self important, superiorists. I don't believe that there are people who want to help and/or care without an ulterior motive.