hats...

Friday ended as a shitty day... the cleaning people tossed my Nerd HQ hat... one that I cannot replace since Nerd HQ's shop folded .... and i'm really quite pissed about it... i'm also depressed about it an annoyed at myself... I mean Nicolas made a comment about my hat earlier in the day and I said I have it, its at my desk... like i should have gone and gotten it and moved it or something then I'd still have it... i'm fairly certain that it fell in the trash when Carol came over earlier... I just didn't notice.. but how the fuck do you notice a hat in the trash and not think its unusual and take the fucking 2 seconds it'd take to ask me I WAS THERE and he fucking admitted he saw it and didn't do anything; that pisses me off more... and they were like nothing we can do its in the dumpster already.... fucking unreal