Musings on Monday

Yes I"m posting this at technically tuesday but whatever

I dont understand how people can be so forthcoming about how they actually feel... also when its not sustained over say a week, i'm talking consecutive days is it really worth it to bring it up? I dont think so... also I think when people say your friends will be there and whoever isnt isnt worth it... well i'm down to very few people as it is... so will it just reinforce it anyway when they all look at me like a crazy person or pity me or whatever?