Its Tuesday, but its still Monday

And, I can count on one finger the number of people with whom I interacted all day that was not the cashier or lady in the kitchen.... yup thats my life

Leak is still leaking

Noose is still on my mind...

I just I want a shoulder to cry on, someone to lean against right now... I just cant... I cant figure out where the extra water is leaking from... its just seeping from somewhere and I cant find it and I dont have any goop left to fill the spots I know of.. and I just I want to quit... I want to stay around and experience some things I had planned but right now, right now I want to quit... Where did it all go sour again? I cant even will myself to suck it up right now ....