late night musings

well not really musings, just i thought id' be a good title... i'm depressed i know i am, but i dont necessarily care.... work is super taxing lately... its a struggle, i so want to tell people they're being crazy, though i did tell someone the other day i dont need them berating me when i'm trying to answer a question for him... that pissed me off... and i dont need it... i just i want it to be over, the project, everything potentially, i just dont know, i need a new fucking place to sleep, the couch is dying and yeah so.... also my elbows still weirdly sore when i'm home/sleeping... it doesnt bother me at work which i find somewhat odd, but then again i'm constantly on the computer at work and maybe i dont notice it its not like my arm is at my side/bent etc when i'm at work just sitting around here and sleeping... i'm actually tired tonight, which is kind of nice, no neuro needed... so goodnight...