Long Days

Its after group again, I didnt share much this week, unlike last week where it was only 3 people, including myself so it was a bit easier. I'm okay but I'm like just okay, like more of a teetering slightly offbalance sort of way. I'm i dunno i dont like to share i dont like people to worry and also i dont know it doesnt seem that bad sure its got lows but it gets back to normal mostly.... its kind of like quazi rapid cyling, low to okay and back again, not super stable but not crazy instable.