post appointment

so, i need to adjust my perspective... which seems so easy and logical when you make analogies but its sooo hard in practice... ok so again its OK to kill time... in my job i'm selling my time for a fixed rate, i dont necessariliy have to work for that money, its up to my employer to utilize the time i've sold them.. i get paid regardless of the effort or lack of effort i would put in as long as i'm there...

so i'm going to try to write down post appointment now and see if that can help any it wont hurt right?

and i know i see, and apparently intelligence is processing wisdom is perspective within that processing, of which i dont have