this may already be more posts than last year .... its weird, everything is weird actually... taking meds on time daily again ... also work i dont even know... and covid dude they're telling the people they wanted back in the office to WFH this week and next because its still going around... in some ways i still think i want to get it again and it do what it didnt the first time becuase how the hell did that work? like i get a cold and i'm coughing up a lung and losing my voice normally.... i get covid and eh... well not really eh... i do have a pulse ox and the LOWEST it got was 73% while I was standing in the kitchen, thus why there is still a chair in my tiny kitchen that i dragged over then so i didnt faint or something... but no long lasting anything really granted i havent been to the drs since basically but whatever....
i have a half day tomorrow because i worked the weekend and if i didnt schedule it and soon i wouldnt take it... so thats a this year thing i'm going to try to take the time back for myself that i extend...
on a whim i decided hey i never watched the end of dawsons creek, i mean i think i watched the finale but thats it i dont even know how many seasons i watched when it aired my guess is one or two based on when they aired... but anyway on a whim i decided to watch because i figured jensen.... and i forgot why i no longer watch shows like that, dramas... they make you think and thinking is what makes me have to write here so i can go on with the day or fall asleep so ...
just let me live in the camraderie Dean Winchester provides because he's philosophically got the same perspectives I do on a lot of things and traits while also being so much better of a human and sibling than i ever was... so ... also his character bday was today/yesterday 1/24 and its also brigids birthday... its weird i havent really spoken with her since we broke up junior year about whatever we had a fight about but its like my childhood best friends birthday its not something i forget, dont know about anyone else, but she was also always more my friend than i was hers so i doubt she knows mine anymore... so yeah thats whats happening... cool beans...
oh AND i was just going to say well i'm just crazy and i said that to eric last night when we were chatting, like i'll never understand why he puts up with my crazy but i'm glad he does and he said something to the effect of he likes my crazy but i could go look up the chat and thats just its so weird, i dont think he knows what he's saying like i want to believe he does but i dont know he does... i am legitimately crazy ... oh ok i'm gonna sign off you know once i get my fingers on the right keys which clearly i've done since i'm no longer typing and erasing jibberish..
