ughhhhh

I'm texting with Aubrey because I'm trying to accept the realization that I may need to change my meds... and i hate it, i loathe that... but i'm not blind... i prefer to ignore and shit but i know im not right... and the hearing aid breaking is such and objectively stupid thing to throw me into a tailspin

have to make an appointment for next week, i'm just trying to talk myself into saying something... also wednesday is the last group...