here's the update

saw Margaret on Friday morning, went to work ... it was a bit iffy to start off but there was like NOBODY in the office quite literally, I think I only spoke with Aprile and that was brief... so it wasn't bad ...

didn't fall asleep well at all last night, now its Saturday and i'm back to okay, though i' mostly okay when there are no other people, the people are the problem.. so if i can stay away from people i'm okay right? i have a whole weekend to figure that out while being alone... that worked last weekend but it was no longer viable by Wednesday when i had to leave work...

we shall see how this med change does...