its been a bit

So i felt like I needed to put in an update, med change didnt help, just gave me headaches... so that is a no go... back to normal meds... appt on the 1st

I've felt better since Tuesday, mostly like normal again... like normal for me, not necessarily normal good if that makes sense

Got the furnace fixed, it wasnt the fan, the door wasnt hitting the sensor thing right, all the guy had to do was bang it back into place and straighten it out... so i'll have heat when i turn it on...

saw margaret yesterday.... i dont know... i've never really liked individual, like its a necessary evil.. she encouraged me to reach out to the people from group.. i still dont know what i'm gonna do about my house... its in desperate need of cleaning, more than cleaning... ahh well... maybe i will make it to 40...