ugh

The fan from my hvac was whining today so i shut it off and changed the filter... the fan had eaten the filter apparently i put it in backwards in March and i'm an idiot... anyway got a new filter and the fan wont turn back on, fabulous....

I have fans so it doesn't really matter... i mean it needs to be fixed but this is like the straw of it needs to be replaced, the a/c portion has been broken for like what 10 years now? and frankly i dont necessarily care/miss it too much...

but i think people overestimate how much easier it is to do things when you're not on your own... i'm not complaining i'm just stating a fact... there's a sharing of the burden that comes when you're not on your own, and its not only physically its also existentially there is someone else to lean on... assuming trust there right?