confused

today was a strange fucking day woke up felt awful, i think i had a fever, very dizzy.. i think i dreampt that i puked... whatever i called in sick and slept til 5:30 however i'm still exhausted, i dont know what the fuck i caught but i have no more fever, i'm thinking i had a fever because i was so fucking confused this morning.. and now aubrey calls wanting to talk, needing brutally honest life advice... i still dont know who i keep going for i really dont... i did however remember to take my meds tonight... the med thing is so horrible now sleeping on the couch and all... so tired...