observationally deficent...

so my post appointment post... so i'm observationally deficent in a worldly interpersonal sense... which i have to admit makes sense but it also was described as self centeredness.. i dunno so what does this all mean? frankly i was too tired today to argue... but i dont know i think i'm passable.. and he said he doesnt know what help conversations are going to be and frankly then neither do i... why should i go? i mean if its a deeply ingrained personality flaw of mine why even take meds? no seriously if thats the case why not just let it be survival of the fittest, frankly i dont know why i called anyway i should have just done something gotten myself commited or something seriously... and i have ZERO paitence to start out with a new shrink... or is this all my self centered ness going on here huh? i dont know whats up.