Wednesday, May 7, 2008

shrink exercises etc

okay so saw the shrink today.. i've missed a developmental milestone for not caring about my birthday... yes i'm aware i should not care about this at this point thank you but i cant help it... *sigh*

okay so today's exercise was goals... of which i pretty much have none so we sat there for almost an hour to come up with this list ...

  • repave driveway
  • call landscapers to get rid of the ugly vine thing in the backyard
  • remodel kitchen
  • replace carpet
  • vacation to see aubrey
  • go back to school, maybe vet again (highly doubtful though i must say)
  • snorkling/scuba
  • travel abroad
  • get myself a hydrogen car, preferably a SUV
  • own grams house, and grammies get the whole corner back
  • perm position at my job
  • own a house having money for maid and landscaping services
  • lose weight
  • get a dog
  • get one of those enormous wall fishtanks
  • have bicoastal residences and maybe one here too
  • take another road trip
  • get some solar panel roofing
  • cruise
  • i cannot read my own writing here.. i'll return, okay i remember it says do one of those vacations that are on finding cash & treasures on the travel channel...
  • got to all 50 states
  • skydiving
  • a proper hammock
  • date
  • sex
  • call a nutritionist

i have an appointment with the psychiatrist tomorrow too.. you know what too? when compliling this list i was asked if i could do anything right now by pushing a button what would i do.. this was my motivation to keep coming up with stuff... my first inclination was to end it, done, over with, dead... yeah i'm nuts huh?