ice fields

if you know me i loathe mental health analogies, however i'm feeling like recently i've been like walking on one of those artic floating ice fields... stable for a while then wobbly hopping around to try to find the next piece of stable ground hoping the one i step on next isnt going to topple over and i have to swim out grab on and try to pull myself up again before hypothermia kicks in and i'm just too tired to give a shit and give up...