Long Weekends, lack of motivation and a vacation

Long weekend, i had plans to do things so i could do things and I had absolutely zero motivation to do so.. the allergies this week have been gross, and its remarkable how much better it all is when i remember to take the actual prescribed dose of advair plus the doubled up claratin.... HVFF is this coming weekend and I"m not terribly excited or motivated to go or anything... which is sad... there isnt even an NP party to distract me... i dont know... i'm going but i wonder... and i know i probably said the same last year and had a great time, but i'm not even remotely thinking the same will occur this year... i didnt even go to walmart to get trip incidentals like snacks or whatnot.. one of the nicer things about when it was in secaucus was i got there parked did whatever and then drove home 3 days later, because EVERYTHING was there... as close as my hotel is i still gotta drive to the new place.. i dont think i'm going next year... i'll say hi to robbie, and i kind of want to say something but i dont want to but i do... and i dont want to look like a jerk or whatnot but i'm annoyed with the campaign team.. and after i emailed stephen i got the jersey shortly thereafter but stuff is still missing... 😒