sigh...

you know, some days i just really i dont know .... made a new friend, online, been talking like every day for the past 2 weeks... really enjoy his company conversation etc, he hasnt been online today and its kind of sad for me... but whats more sad is nobody is online today so its been a loney day... though i didnt sleep the entire day like normal, no i watched battlestar galactica, good show btw... going to continue watching it... i *really* wish i had a real friend local or a relationship... i just dont know if i'm really cut out for either...