saturday dreamin..

so saturday night i had a dream about an ex, specifically the one that got away... and i think, i can picture the moment i knew i liked him and didnt want him to move away (he was at the onset up front with his plans to move away)... sitting on my couch in his superman tshirt grumbling because he had a bad day looking so pathetic, that was the moment.. and after that night we chatted online and i panicked because i didnt want him to go, so i wrote this pathetic long email about how i really liked him and wanted to date and i basically stopped talking to him afraid of his reply, he moved anyway and got married a few years ago.. but i still think about him, i've never been more comfortable with anyone in my entire life... oh well..