Saturday, December 25, 2021

wee hours of Christmas 🎄

So its Christmas & its been another year of covid, and I'm approved to WFH permanently.... my mental health overall hasn't been this stable in umm ever. Not having to interact with people on a daily basis is good for me...

Then again it also means nobody has to interact with me, which is somewhat a double edged sword for a select few I would consider friends. And I'm pretty sure Aubrey no longer is on the short list... it's been a long slow death since my 40th... I surprisingly got a text on my birthday but haven't heard a peep since I texted for hers. She wasn't on the Christmas card list, I think about sending a letter then I think it'd be better for her to leave it alone and let it wither; I don't expect to hear from her again honestly.

I usually like giving gifts & I did but I don't know something was different... I smiled when Erica told me both kids haven't put what I got them down  but I don't know its not the same for some reason. Even the one thank you I got for a Christmas card was like eh... & the thank you for the baby blanket from Brad was more eh than anything... 

We'll see how the day progresses I suppose ...