Another Summer weekend

Its hot, but not as humid as predicted, so no a/c this weekend.... I'm at home alone again... this is clearly why early summer seems to be the worst for me in terms of mood historically... which I know is weird but I'm weird.

I used to like summer, but not really... I didn't really enjoy certain aspects like those years we went to the Y or such... I liked Center Stage and I liked being a beach bum at Gram's pool... but with the exception of Center Stage, summer was always alone for me.... there were relatively no contact with anyone from school during the summer, no cultivation of whatever friendships I had... this seems to be a trait I continue summer or not....

I'm going to HVFF... one of the girls who runs a twitter account I follow told me that I only walk in the doors alone and I'd be surprised at the friends I'd make when you talk to people... well this may be true... that that is something that I dont excel at, talking to strangers and making friends... but I did finish up letters to both JB and SA, they're okay not sure they're exactly what I'd like to say, I mean I'm not sure they completely convey what I want to say, they're close but there's just something....

I have maybe 4 more days with only 1 HA, since my other one went in for repair... I went to see my audiologist on Tuesday because the left one was like delayed when changing programs.. and it was just weird... also I wanted her to swap the order of the programs so I wouldn't have to thus eliminating the issue... but there is an issue with the left one.. she thinks one mic is out and something might be loose which is causing the syncing issue... said it should take a week to fix... so giving a day for delivery that'd be Wednesday... it is really strange with only one of these in... there are certain places its weirder than others, those are mostly where there is reverb and echo, like the stairwell at work or the ladies room... I catch myself poking my ear to push the missing aid back in.. but its not there...

In sports news... I'm firmly in the Pens camp for the Stanley Cup, seriously I forgot how fun it can be to watch hockey... its like my 3rd tier sport in order of importance, so basically that means I watch if either the Bruins or Pens are in the playoffs/finals... otherwise its generally not in my sphere of consciousness... hopefully we win tomorrow!!