Group was cancelled today.. so I had a whole Monday to myself.
You know this whole social media participation thing isnt as scary as I'd thought, granted I'm not offering hug opinions or anything and I have like 33 followers who are like randoms and unlikely to read anything.. so its not like I'm at risk or whatnot. But it is nice.. I also got a meme added to the album today too... I feel like I should go for the hat trick... though fan art friday is slightly out of my wheelhouse, I can photoshop well but art art not so much.... its April, so maybe by July I have 3 months to see if thats possible... unlikely though it is... Its weird how nice it is to have your stuff picked or question answered, its like I'm a little less invisible than normal. I'm okay with it, I mean I even left my name on indigogo whereas normally if I ever contribute to anything its anonymous... like last year i gave to my cousin's donor's choose, 2nd to last day and she had like $48 left to raise so I gave it.. anonymously, I feel like it'd be weird if I'd left my name on it. My other thought that I'm trying to ignore is the whole its unfair that I've gotten in 3 times on SA's page, once to the Code8 update and got a question answered... like thats not fair and I dont deserve that... but I'm really trying to ignore that thought, I've still had the thought but I'm ignoring it... so in the spirit of Wentworth Miller's self-care I suppose that and the nap I took earlier are my self-care for the day...