okay

so my thoughts have been working since i finished the book... whats kind of funny is i woke up the other morning and felt compelled to start writing, at least what had been running in my head since i was woken up... and i think i still want to go down that road but i'm not sure how all my thoughts and memories really fit together in a cohesive manner, if at all.. and i'm almost afraid to make a list becuase like i dont know if i write it down, even as a self reminder i'm afraid i'll forget, stupid but thats what it is..