drifting out on the water

Group got cancelled tonight, well its officially on hiatus... we shall see if it re-emerges. I gave good advice tonight in my opinion, I always and will forever give better advice than I can ever hope to take. This falls into the I will do things my way at all costs good or bad, that’s my mother’s description of my personality and its true, just don’t tell her I admit she’s right. I had gone and was going to ask if this wasn’t going to be a stable group than I would just assume not come, and the only reason for 3 of the last 4 sessions that happened in the past 2 months were because I joined otherwise it would have died sooner, maybe I prolonged the inevitable but not for too long.

I’m re-reading 13 reasons, I’m not 100% sure why, because I never re-read books, like ever, but its provided such a catharsis today I think it deserves or I need to read it again.