so... these titles are creative huh

so, i saw him saturday.. i decided to go to the new office to see him ... i'm still kind of annoyed, he kept wanting to talk about it but i didnt, nope i'm annoyed thats the end of it seriously, i know i know he made sense and all explainign but as i said didnt make me any less annoyed about the situation

at least the appt is saturday, so i can figure out where this is and get some change, on street metered parking, yay i get to spend some more money how fun!

what else went on? i bought these days on itunes cuz i cant find it damnit, i hate buying shit i already own but i kinda needed it, weird, its kinda i dunno its like a musical security blanket comforting thing, which sounds completely crazy if you know the songs on the album... but whatever i am crazy right?

thats another thing i need to deal with i think, my complete lack of wanting to do meds again, i want to avoid it with a passion but i dont know i'm alittle clearer now which is good but somehow it makes me think i shouldnt have blown it off... i dunno, but its such a bitch to start them, i'm like a friggin zombie for nearly a week.. we shall see about that huh