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how , ROAR!! wtf? not that anyone is reading or knows what im referring to but damn, my shrink is leaving his practice and going to private practice, which is okay but this is the 3rd one i've had that does this and frankly why is it that literally like the 3 that i've ever been okay with and not felt they were complete idiots decide to leave huh? what is up with that.... so he leaves me a vm today saying i may have gotten a letter he's leaving the group practice, well i hadnt til i got home cuz i didnt grab the mail yesterday, anyway.. so he's got this flagrantly self promotional website and his new office has no parking, lovely, i hate on street metered crapola parking seriously it is crap sucks blah phooey... so goddamn and he's given NO NOTICE, he's leaving the practice uhh MONDAY hello!!! at least i got a few weeks notice from the others, you'd think he'd have done that my god, what grr whatever!

so i'm sitting here deciding, i hate, no i detest switching shrinks, frankly i'd rather stop all together and fuck it at this point, who cares anyway? i mean i dont even know what to do about this, my next and potentially last appt is saturday... i think i'll go with last, wtf... yeah besides he's decided that if i lose weight i'll be perfectly fine, right thats it ... now that i think about it he's just being self promotional garbage crap, i mean he's got a psyco babble weight loss book being published, what .. i'm so annoyed SO ANNOYED... okay so its at least less $$ out of my pocket right? no copay.. right ? im actually now glad yup glad i avoided calling the shrinker for a med appt right no need to now right goddamn that stupid website of his just made me mad.. i dont even know if i want to go saturday... seriously i dont even know... no i think i'm done i'm done

i sound wishy washy... but seriously, okay we'll start living on the denial path that i'm okay all the time fine, awesome no issues, no problems... yep i'm going to go drive around in my head and see if i can find that road again.. i've seen it a few times and traveled it a few times, yep it usually kicks me off but and it did recently but hey why would someone take back a paitent if they KNEW they were leaving in oh 2 months? seriously?! thats just unprofessional i swear!

i'm just going to keep saying the same shit over and over because i'm freaking annoyed.. so i'm ending now