thoughts on chi

It's an interesting phenomenon when friendships are tiered. Like friends if certain people aren't there, maybe acquaintances if they are. This weekend felt the most like hs in terms of I can float between groups and be allowed to congregate bit not necessarily be included in what's happening. I dont know maybe its fruitless any way you slice it? I had a good weekend don't get me wrong but it's just lacking something. Anyway just wanted to deposit these thoughts.