Its that time of year

Christmas travel starts tomorrow morning, going for a week... kind of ambivalent about going still.

I also have a new ailment hapening I believe, which is in line with family history and my utter lack of caring lately... my  heart goes on thumping sessions, but my heartbeat per my fitbit is still ok, and nothing hurts its kind of similar to a panic attack but muted sorta, its weird. It comes and goes, been here today this morning, annoying me. My BP is a bit high this morning which is likely the cause. GOing to the dr seems a bit like a tail between the legs move but I really should do that when i get back.