Goodbye Ty

Ty died today... I woke up and he was super lethargic, wasn't moving without coercion and if i put him somewhere he stayed ... took him into the vet and .... He was my little partner, cuddler, nurse... he was my companion for 13+ years... I wish we could have had a better last few years, mostly the years since i got trinity... he came around this past year since piman died... but its i wish it was more... he was such an excellent cat, and a personality and a little overseer.... he knew when i felt like crap both physically and mentally and he always came around... ugh, wish he didn't have to die.. wish he was one of those cats that lived "forever" (or like 20 years) ...

holiday's

so i start back @ hmk tomorrow, and even though i managed to get the time off i now cannot go up to MA for christmas... cannot board the cat and the dog, the cat is driving me fucking insane and i cant put someone else through that not to mention he's not up to date on his shots and not exactly in the health to get them... and matt said he couldnt do it 2x a day is too much.. so i'm pretty much staying here alone once again, and i actually was starting to look forward to/want to go home why do i even bother?

what is it?

ok so i dont get it... i do a contract i make explicitly clear to the recruiter what my minimum is to leave for upon hire as i know it wont be my contract rate it would be less... so i get my offer today and its nearly what hmk offered in their counter... ahem NO... WTF... so i'm kinda pissed... spoke with the contracting agency and they're like oh well that wasnt in the notes.. that may have been partially our fault... uh yeah yours and the companies deciding to do this the DAY AFTER the contract actually ended... OMFG... can anyone get their shit together, now the agency seemed to have their shit together the entire time until today... c'mon WTF, and maybe I should have you know mentioned again what the numbers should have been but seriously? ugh! not looking forward to having to go to work tomorrow and either try and straighten it out, or leave and hope agency comes through with another job or hmk comes though in actually calling me back since they seem interested... OMFG!!