Its been a while... I was laid off March 1st.... I've been looking i'm now 0 for 4 in the interview dept, 3 of them as a last round interview... I'm so unmotivated to continue to look right now and I have the con next weekend and I'm not wanting to go anymore really... I want to bring Jensen the stuff I wasnt able to for NJ because my printer was out of ink but otherwise I'm not feeling it... and I dont want to be a bummer...
Krista died in November and its like what a waste I'd swap with her in a heartbeat because she had so much life and so many friend and a loving supportive family that miss her.. why the hell am I still kicking around...
It'll be 3 months tomorrow, my severance is gone as of this week based on my budgeting and I just I have no active prospects and I'm just not feeling it, not to mention I said I had vacation for NJ for unemployment and thats just stalled everything for some god forsaken reason....
I'm just tired
