yes, this year can get worse

For all that is good and holy what the fuck?

Now that I've gotten that out of the way, this year is a real shitshow, yet I'm strangely mostly okay with it all.... There are time where I'm pissed at Dad because I want to call him and talk, ask a question or shoot the shit which would be really helpful during this quarantine thing. But alas, that is not to be... Also his cousin Joy contacted me... I was considering contacting her and/or her mother during the holidays when I'd found their fathers obituary... No idea what went on with him and the rest of his siblings, he was the black sheep...

Also quarantine, I've kinda liked it... and yes I'm in a risk category I mean god my last cold/bronchitis was terrible, I mean if I got it seriously I have no idea what would occur.... I mean I"ve been okay with it until this weekend, this weekend felt like any other long weekend where I was just alone... weird huh? I'm thinking I"m in quarantine for the foreseeable future I'm sorry but I'm not going in to work at my desk with a mask when working from home is just as good... I mean IT has had like zero impact... so...