Ambition Lost...

Since last week, thurs/friday i've lost all ambition to do anything. Do my own freelance thing, do the look for a job thing. I dont even think if the place i interviewed ever actually gets back to me and hired me it'd make me happy... i'm not sure it'd make me anything

winter.. continues...

yes winter is never ending this year.... i've been employed all winter... and i am starting to feel as though people are lying to me, the people who've said you'll have no trouble, your employable, you're hirable... its starting to feel like lies

i spoke with a recruiter... told him why i got fired and he's like that doesnt sound right... but thats what happened...

i just want to crawl in a hole and hide