work or social or play?

i dont know what i'm thinking... i reactivated my profile on some online dating sites, actually got some interest but as much as i think i want to go out and date and maybe have sex again after over 6 years i dont know if i can... i am me after all... beside the fact i'm obese my legs are crisscrossed with scars and some scabs are still healing too... one of the guys who showed some interest ultimately was a shrink and frankly i freaked out... the other interested parties are a young guy who seems sincere but he kind of scares me being so young, 22, i'm alot of woman with alot of baggage i'm not so sure thats fair... the last is a guy who's my age, works in my industry so he's put up with my ramblings about work but i'm no so sure about him either... maybe i'm just looking for flaws? i dont know... plus work this weekend nothings ready.. i wait around and nothing is freaking ready... i'm soo annoyed and kinda depressed again over everything... i dont know... so what do i do?