Saturday, July 11, 1998

HELL WEEK

Today is Saturday July 11
my life soooo sucks..... and what is this with step parents? are they like entitled to beat on me? wtf... arrgh i wanna rip her to shreads for coming after me.... woulda tossed her out the window... my jaw isnt sitting right im all sore, reinjured my shoulder.... fuck what is this???? so basically they hate me would like me out they dont give a rats ass so why dont i just kill myself before dad renews my tuition, it'll save him some big bucks anyways.... arrgh fuck fuck fuck why? cant i just die? huh? is it soooo much to ask? do i wear a sign that says "emotional and physicall punching bag??" huh? do i? why do i care? i just neeed really neeeed to die, just die i cant deal with this shit much longer ARRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!